My work explores the complexities of military service, delving beyond romanticized depictions to capture the human experience. Through sculpture, drawing, and found objects, I present everyday realities faced by soldiers – the tedium, anxieties, and occasional release. These realities are often obscured by narratives focused on valor and heroism. The harlequin and the sad clown serve as recurring motifs, symbolizing the multifaceted emotions entangled with service. The soldiers embody a mixture of humor and suppressed vulnerability, while the harlequin represents the artist's frustration with the disconnect between public perception and the true cost of war. My intention is not to demonize or glorify military service, but to offer a nuanced perspective on its human cost. I aim to challenge the viewer's understanding of war's impact, fostering empathy and prompting critical reflection on its portrayal in society and the sacrifices borne by those involved.